Saturday, June 28, 2008

Overwhelming...

I can't believe what a suck I am. The second I saw Ben's name on that account, I got absolutely hysterical. I guess I didn't realize how dependent I am on him as a shoulder to cry on. If anyone can help me clear my head, it's him...

Awfully selfish of me, isn't it? x_x; I was so sad that the SD Ben wasn't him... I'd given up. If only he'd answer his email once in a while... I needed him.

*sigh* I wish I didn't need an interpreter. I'm such a bumpkin...
Connie's right... my life is a Shojo Manga.

Thursday, June 26, 2008

Website Woes

Sometimes, I wonder why I bother to put myself through hell for a little virtual site that I've been going to since I was a "tween," for lack of a better term. I can't seem to wrap my head around the idea of getting an adoption agency up and going. I know I want to, because that's one of the only things that kept me going back to that site... to make people happy when they get the pets they want... but on some level... I wonder, "is that really enough?"

I've put up a poll, and it's looking like the choices, no matter what they are, aren't going to be wonderful... BUT! There is light at the end of the tunnel...

Jake mentioned an invisionfree board, and while I loathe those boards to my very core, I DO like the idea for a different reason... why not have people sign up to the forums and post their own pets, ne? Keeps a lot of the administration out of my hair... kind of. I've seen this kind of thing fail in the past, though... and there's the problem of how to divvy up the posts.

It would make sense to close the threads after the pet's been adopted... but how to stop people from posting multiple pets in the same threads, etc. I'd need a good team of mods... and Farindol is lacking in the council department at the moment...

...sometimes talking to myself (whether it be through writing or otherwise) provides some of the greatest solutions... and other times... it seems like it just uncovers a whole new world of problems.

*sigh* Another day...

Yay, HairyT sale tomorrow. =3 Manga will keep my mind away from him... for however long that lasts. It's a shame I'm a poor student. x_x; God... university years ARE the greatest years of my life (so far - I guess... because before had everything blended together), but do I have to be POOR for the experience to be legitimate?!?!

*grumble* Damn tuition...

Monday, June 23, 2008

Dream Host... more like a nightmare!

So, my hosting was about to expire at GISOL, and I've got to admit... I wasn't really happy there, but they WERE cheap. =S And I got thinking... well, why not switch to DreamHost. Alex is always telling me how Kirt used to... and hell... he's got 420chan under his belt.

So, I'm in the process of moving everything over, but it's just TAKING so FUCKING LONG. X_x;

We'll see how this goes. So far it's looking like it's going to be a nightmare...

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Here I Go Again...

Who would've thought that I'd return to blogging with a renewed sense of guild-a-go-go. I just sort of woke up today and said... "what the hell happened to everyone?"

Yuko was there... and here we go. It seems like there's going to be a lot more updates in my life that I thought there would be.

*shrugs* Hang on for dear life?